this just can't be summer love...

oh im so happy it's almost summer!! ♥
my most favorite time of the year.
& it helps that i have a lot of plans this summer..im going to vegas, *hopeuflly i'll get to go to texas*, warped tour, pikes peak, camping, etc..yessstt
should be a good one.

a change of pace should be here this summer too!! &Hearts; ♥
that would be amazing. i haven't seen them in a long time. too long.
anyways...still not a lot of excitment going on here in the springs.
just been going out with friends, dancing and working. as usual.
hah
just like last time i lived here. only not so much dancing at rum bay this time around..

of course, i finally got cable & internet hooked up here at the homestead
so now i don't have to venture to the library oooooooor wait till im up
in denver. so thats nice.

i've been thinking really seriously about getting a puppy. i want a fairly small dog, cause its just not fair to have a big dog in this tiny apartment.
but im waiting till i know more realisticly what my pay is going to be looking like. since im still relatively new its hard to tell, but i have been building my clientele & working on that commission.





i just wish i could make up my mind. somedays i really love it here and can't even imagine leaving again. but then other days, i really miss my fam and denver. i think if i had more friends down here i'd be happier. its just that all of my friends, including myself, work ALL the time. so we only see each other on weekends.
and thats not always certain. i just get bored, i think thats my problem. the funny thing is, i think about running away to denver, where i really don't have many friends. i mean, i've got a couple obviously, but i think its just cause my family is there. hellena just needs to get a job here and move her ass back. and then if mel stays here it'd be awesome. but she is here for now, we just don't get to see each other very often :(

it sucks.
oh well. im out for now cause im sick of sitting on this barstool, its hurting my ass