i need to know, if i am doing this all on my own

i really wish i was strong than i am. don't get me wrong, im a pretty strong person. but i think about things like, i really really want to move. i mean, i love colorado, i think it's great & we've pretty much got it all here. but the one state in this country i think i'd love as much as colorado is texas. i've thought that for years now. i would really be happy in austin or i think maybe the gulf coast areas..surfside beach, corpus christi, etc. but im soo terrified to move. i'm afraid to go without my family. but i have to try it. i mean, i have a lot of friends in texas, mostly in austin & san antonio, but i could handle it.
i think i'd appreciate colorado more if i was away for a while.
i mean, i didn't leave for college, not like most of the people i know.
i've live all over this country..well..lol not ALL over, but maryland/dc, oklahoma, colorado..but it's been with my family. most people my age are far away from their families & they handle it just fine.

i just feel like i'd really like to experience some different things in my life, and i know now would be the time to do that since i don't have kids or a serious boyfriend or anything. so why can't i build up the courage to do so??

i just have to stop being so scared.