you kiss me, then diss me, & now you say you miss me

tomorrow im going to Louisville/Boulder with my momma...getting away from
Denver for a few days. too bad its not out of colorado. oh well.
i move in just about 2 weeks. crazy man! ha.
anyways.
i started taking phentermine again...its already making me have crazy
whacked out dreams. last nights was just..insane.
hahah
i was audtioning for american idol, or something similar, & my audtion song
was "weekend warriors" by a change of pace...at the end of the song, Torry from
ACOP came out & started singing with me. then the rest of the band came out & were playing their instruments.
after that we were in this half fun house/half creepy haunted mansion. i was talking to johnny acop & he was all "oh go over here with me, im scared to use the bathroom cause of the monster" wtf? then he was on the trampoline with jon acop & sanchez
& ob & brad from real world/road rules?!
so then they got like sucked up by the trampoline & this girl suzanne, that i work with, was all "oh no! not again!! this always happens"
we started freaking out looking for them, so me & torry acop grab this dude i went to high school with, DaShaud (who i haven't seen in so many years lol) & we were going to find the guys, but then they all came like skpping around the corner.
but then this gollum-esque creature grabbed OB by the collar & took off....then my alarm went off.
lmao.
fucking nuts.

oh god.
tomorrow...tomorrow....I LOVE YOU TOMORROW.
hahahah i seriously can't wait, i love getting away, even if its only a few cities away.



& yeah, i STILL want to live on a beach. for real. i think in a couple years after im more established im gonna move to huntington beach or idk..somewhere with a beach. thats what i need in life.